(beginning) just let me go so slow if you're gonna let me down at all cause I'm afraid of heights I don't really like the fall this world is so beautiful but I feel I'm not I wanna go out peacefully but i want to take the shot oh the suicidal thoughts ohh oh the suicidal thoughts ohh I'm tired of the pain tired of the tears I'm tired of living in constant fear I'm tired of pretending that I'm okay I'm tired of feeling this way every day Feeling tired feeling sad, can't escape and im feeling bad Lost in my thoughts drowning in my sorrows can't shake off this heavy load (hook) just let me go so slow if you're gonna let me down at all cause I'm afraid of heights I don't really like the fall this world is so beautiful but I feel I'm not I wanna go out peacefully but I really want to take the shot oh the suicidal thoughts ohh oh the suicidal thoughts ohh Everyday feels like a battle fighting demons in my mind Trying to find a way out but it's hard to leave it behind tired of faking a smile I just wanna break free even if it's just for a while The pain is consuming me eating me alive I'm drowning in my sorrow Feeling tired and sad in this world so cold Got these demons in my head they never let go I'm drowning in my thoughts can't find a way out Lost in the darkness can't even scream or shout Every day feels like a struggle just to survive I try to put on a smile but inside I'm buried alive and barley alive and I'm searching for some peace but it's nowhere to be found I'm trapped in this cycle can't break free I'm bound I'm reaching out for help but no one seems to care I'm screaming for attention but no one's ever there I'm drowning in my tears can't seem to find relief I'm tired of feeling this way I just want some peace I'm tired sad lonely but I won't let these feelings consume me I'll keep on writing I'll pour my heart out on these beats, let the pain flow I may be tired sad and lonely but I cant let go baby I understand you I know what you're going through though it might seem very few do I'm always right here for you step away from edge even if you like the view I know what you're going through I know trust me I do I know what you want to do trust me I know you.