I'm sippin' on this poison, got me feelin' so alive I'm drownin' in my sorrows, tryna make it out alive I'm mixin' up the potion, watch me take another dive I'm lost up in the moment, tryna survive I'm chasin' after demons, tryna find my way I'm runnin' from my feelings, tryna make 'em stay I'm dancin' with the devil, playin' with the flames I'm walkin' on the edge, tryna escape the pain I'm addicted to the poison, can't break free I'm trapped in this cycle, can't let it be I'm drownin' in my vices, can't see clear I'm lost in this darkness, can't find my way out of here I'm runnin' out of time, runnin' out of space I'm runnin' out of chances, runnin' out of grace I'm runnin' on empty, runnin' on fumes I'm runnin' from myself, runnin' from my doom I died almost 80 times I’m countin