you first its always you first you first I worship you first I had to pray, I had to change... I had to make a decision to either allow them to abuse me or allow myself to onlt accept to be treated gratlearning new tactics lrearning new trades picking up new habbits turning leafs turna new page a new day a new wayof living a new shade new people knew they was on the same thing I finally found a reason to stay i dont own a pair of dice no deck of cards so how imma play the same games i cant do the same thing knowing you could never stay the same damn way