,Feeling trapped inside my mind, I'm losing focus Self-induced psychosis got me feeling hopeless I'm pacing heart racing can't escape this notion cant handle my life or regulate emotion. In this wicked world where do I find my peace? Visions of enemies, constantly taunting me, my demons haunting me seems karmas wanting me. no idea how much sleep insomnia is costing me completely exhausting me of all of my ambition. my will vs addiction a battle of attrition what a sad affliction that was self inflicted maybe there is no hope I should be evicted out of this existence I wont put up resistence the voices are persistent I can't get any distance from the dying light consuming my whole life I have no will to fight say goodbye to me tonight. good night I don't have a solution wanna make my own absolution delusional illusions have me drowning in confusion I can feel these walls are closing in I can feel spiders crawling on my skin there is no hope for me anymore within I don't want to ever go through this again I cannot withstand dying of the light pretending I'm alright when there is no joy inside. ashamed and want to hide I hate my whole design I spent this worthless life on broken dreams and lies despised and sleep deprived h why am I still alive all I have ever known moved on with life or died. Left me high and dry One man left behind up all night Just crying itrying to speed up time everything's a grind I'm always so behind ol lost all my former shine and every bit of drive I'm surviving out of spite I'll never be alright sanity is out of sight I am at my very height my patience all. but spent it's Hopeless to prevent going throug with a stupid threat I never even meant life's just ben bleak and grim it's robbed me of my grin for all that world has been it all can sit and spin