life's the craziest ride I tell you I'm fine, lies demons eat at me while im live demons eat at me while I hide call it confined dining when they eat at you and your locked in your room and so damn done trying but your not crying your numb from all the fighting bloodshot eyes won't fade your biting both your lips from your anxiety so fucked like what's sobriety feels like one big downwards spiral one small thing can twist the dial and it all goes viral and you've lost your smile and feel so vile I call this survival dualistic voices in my mind devil and angels argue like they been put on trial will the voices synchronise and come to decide a fate for the host of which they ride does he live or die pray that the angel win this time and I kick on by demons they get to me there in my head and cannot sleep they, eat at me while im hiding awaylike its confined dining so many victims some I have witnessed they aint just sad they battling sickness some lucky people just happen to fix it others will crack its so sad they'll miss this life and all the potential times of cracking those special smiles laughing so hard that tears roll from your eyes I live for those moments in life try walking the brighter side rise conquer this feeling despised my friend your never alone Depressions a curse seen it so bad that it can't be reversed friends in a hearse get to the point hoping anything works filling ya cup with henny and perks slurring ya words can't think of anything worse call me up brother I'm hearing your words Id rather rather see ya ontop of the dirt making the most of your birth