Every day I'm living a life as someone else not myself I tell people you'll never know What it feels like to live a life you weren't meant to live Only I know the pain of what it feels like to live a life as someone that exists in the wrong body. I hate being a Trans man because I'm simply a man but in the wrong body. but don't get me wrong, i love being a man ill always love being a man. I will stand up for myself even if the world thinks I'm a girl . I will stand up for my rights as a man. I will not let anybody miss Gender me. Look at me now as I'm going through my Journey of being a transman. I was once 15 years old. Had thoughts about ending my life Which Is fair the fact that I feel like ending It cause people push me away from living my life I wake up every day not wanting to do anything not wanting to talk to people simply because I get judged or I get discriminated because of being trans I wake up not wanting to go to school. Because i'm afraid that i'm gonna get miss gendered or bullied I don't want go to school. Because I know someone will hate me for being who i am as a trans man they Call me names Make me want to live less and die more. They make fun of my chest I have lumps on my chest I just wish I had a flat chest like all the other guys out there but no i have somthing more than less. why are people so judgemental? Is this the society we have to live in? Are we living in a society where Were too scared To leave the house cause I don't have the energy to fix the scars the world has caused when will i stop being miss gendered name called and discriminated and when will people start calling me by he/him and when will they stop telling me to kill myself just because I'm transitioning into a male. Just leave me alone. Please let me be who I am. I'll let you be alone and be who you are. So just do the same for me pls. Now in 19 years old and I'm more than a man than I was. I'm on testosterone. I'm not being miss gendered anymore, I'm getting called a man wish is music to my ears and I'm getting top surgery soon so that's what makes me a happy man so bam baby im a real man.