main characters don't die I thought I could survive that only happens in fairytale and I'm in the horror series those that think I've got it good don't see this main characters don't die man that is a lie I thought that could survive being aside piece in my own story i've experienced shit so many times, i didn't think it could get this lonely countless times I've thought, this world is a really for me happy ending happens only in fairytale and im in a horror series it is at the tip of my finger but I can't control this those that think I've got it good domt see this the darkness is blinding the suicidal thoughts ending it is tempting me said I'm too dramatic it's not always all cupcakes and rainbow they never went through these, so blind they only see what they're told it's choking in here you're only my neck the pain would have been bearable if it was visible I'm being hunted by God knows who troubles after troubles almost comical I don't know where the body is I can't clear all the images I think I know i did it the memories aren't all that easy I don't know where the body is Anxiety all through so I thought i murdered it stabbed it here stabbed it there, wrapped in a body bag I can't clear all the images I think I know I did it the memories aren't all that easy to forget that only thing I think I'm feeling is regret it's my fault, it's not my fault, i hid all the evidence stabbed by their words but those throwing it are still the saint i'm always the bad guy when I returned the same energy they gave I've been told not to pay attention to whatever they be saying yeah I've tried playing dumb my mental health just can't process it want to believe they are just hating but the same time it keeps failing me tears won't dry, memories won't stop but I still believe I can get out of the top of this it's choking in here you're holding my neck the pain would have been bearable if it was visible I'm being hunted by God knows who troubles after trouble humbles almost comical they don't die so I can't die I can bear it all I've been through much worse and I'm too far in it's choking in here you're holding my neck