This was fun to make I mix and master on low check my pinned post @rapfame_official @rapfame_ar_team @cato_kirin_casper @odinthenorse i know it seems like forever sense i've been myself. I know my attitude hasn't been helping with your mental health. I've been selfish you've given nothing but mercy for it I don't deserve it.. sorry if it seems like i ignore it you're right you my guardian and i didn't even know it you've been tryna tell me that shit, you even tried to show it i hope i didn't damage to much with all my destruction. i'm sorry for being reckless and acting like you were nothing. I never meant for any of this to ever happen all we can do is forget and fake smile find distractions. fill the minds with toxins till we hopefully forget I write a song it helps my mental an all of that other shit. you've given far more than i ever deserved. you've given more than i could ever imagine Your love is rare, I cant put it into words. Being with you forever i thought would never happen This is not the end i'm not given up i'm stronger than that. I love you to much to ever walk away and never come back. The way you melt in arms i could never let go of it if you hand me your heart i promise i'll never stop holding it. even tho you don't believe it just give me a little hope believe it one more time i'll keep begging until i choke i'm scratching at the wall i'm begging on my knees let me be the man you married the man you know i can be. let me rekindle the flame that burns inside of your heart let me show you how i should of treated you right from the start.. I can't take it back but i can slowly shovel off the pain and if one day these bars turns to gold i will stop the rain... the sun will shine and i'll give everything you've ever wanted just keep smiling for me cuz that's truly all i've ever wanted. if i had it all i would of given you it I'll never let you fall...I'll be there while you gettin thru it.. I don't wanna go pick up the pieces of my broken heart I'm melting psych I left you I'll always be there by your side but where do I begin it's your time get my eyes so shine that this is not the end