drinking in the bar remembering how we would take a long trip in your car thinking of what would have been if our love story dint end I thought you were my happy end that is what you said I'm beginning to think that true love is a fairytale I can't tell who's lying or saying the truth I try to sooth myself at Night unable to sleep our wedding day is played on my mind like a rewinded tape reminding me of my pain the nightmares of the day you left still haunt me at night the days feel so empty without you flashbacks of me and you waking down the ilse that day is still playing in my head over and over unspoken words are causing me pain till the end time is what you said your promises were fake this love I feel can't be contained like a rage of fire burning with a deep desire consuming me like a ball fire someday we will meet again wishing you the best and laying it all to rest because it was nothing but a test .