I wish I could thank you I really don't understand why every little bad things happens  I can't really question But thank you for never letting me down Even when I don't have no clue When I used to cut my skin just to satisfy my pain. Every person that I loved just passed a away Hurting inside of my mind breaking the door down just to see them pass away wishing I could of done more but got dam I couldn't breaking down into tears having Nightmares every night Waking up Dramatize thinking I'm next but he still has me in this world even when i overdoze 3 time getting into a car wreck still breathing still alive appreciate you My lord for saving my life Motivated my self to be the man I never had a father my grandpa was closes father figure teaching me from right or wrong Missing you hurts  every night Every thought every time you told a story I wish I could of just sat down just to hear them one more time life Motivated me appreciate the life you have thank God you still breathing one more