Something about you, got me stop feeling like a fiend do, my heart needs someone like you and it scares me that I fuck with you. We come from two different lives, I'm only getting used to a 9-5, I can't tell you about these scars I hide, memories flowing of my mates starting touching the pipe. You haven't seen that, I know you like the side of me you see but what about the parts that I've covered up ashamed. Recovering addict, recovering alcoholic, every night I felt a emotion, reach for a pill and bottle and swallow it with broken promises. Did you understand that. Your so positive, and your smile comforts me through panic, you have seen me manic but wouldn't know because not an ounce of you is satanic. Your so pure, and my soul feels safe with you, these feelings I can't click undo. Maybe one day I could be with someone like you, regardless it would have been amazing to be with you but I can't. I'm scared that one day if I relapse, you wouldn't understand and be able to see it through All this is just a pain I couldn't pass onto you Maybe in another life we could find out if this would ever work But I need to sort myself first, how can anyone love me if I don't love myself for cert When I get over this pain and hurt I'll remember all you done for me without knowing and I honestly can't explain with words But thanks ,E, I'm learning how to smile again There's just something you