I don't know anything other than to enjoy the pain look forward to a daily rain I guess that's how I can wake up each day to appreciate the suffocation best way to avoid the suck is to stop giving a fuck people wonder why I have a blank look on my face it because I'm locked in my own confined head space battling deamons You ever feel down Like there ain’t another way You’ll never climb to the top Like you’ll get left behind Well Not today Finding my way, stick to this moment Make it my own, feel like I’m floating Getting so lifted, this feeling of ghosting My work on my back, no sinking just coasting I can make it up no lie Jacked up on a dime I be so fly Smoking this this road Blazin my way through these lines Only truths, no lie I remember a time, where I couldn’t provide Working long hours, it’s hard to survive Start to climb, but I fall back down Man I been working in circles, makin my rounds Looking like a puppet, feel like a clown No way, I could can do better shit Ik you believe, but you can bet on it Work is got a flow, what I say is what you know I put on my sole, my words be heavy like gold I know Gotta get lifted, ain’t working at no place Making money bustin no dishes Ain’t on the streets, pippin no bitches No, way to make a pay, but I gotta keep straight If they catch me, lock me up and throw the key away Gotta a make a quick fix god is my witness Baby I gotta do dis shit Just put food on the table Maybe then I be able To get you everything on your wish list Baby you is my witness, you can’t get this Struggle the pain, what I been through This ain’t easy, the way it was made Now I’m sittin easy, watch a little tv Ik I make it look easy, but it ain’t Long hours, been putting in the work ay