You judge me when you walk bye, I feel like nobody would care if I die, You don't know that I try and try, Just to try and live my life, I'm just tryna survive, Sometimes idek why, Because I know I can't live it right, I make people laugh so they don't see my pain, like broken glass on a picture frame, Broken down but I let it hang, Hide the scars that remain, But I can't change, Just tryna remain the same and pretend like I'm not insane, the crazy thoughts trapped in my brain, Hate and anger pulsing through my vain Asking me what's wrong I say not a thing, I really wish my mind didn't go to this place, Acting stupid forgive my mistakes, Idk why I'm so feeled with rage, Are we even on the same Page, Probably not, Now I'm here empty cause I've given you all that I've got, Now feeled with fear but my feelings are shot, Think that I'm crazy I get that a lot, Painful life but here's a thought, Let's forget all these lessons and fuck what were taught, You judge me when you walk bye, I feel like nobody would care if I die, You don't know that I try and try, Just to try and live my life, I'm just tryna survive, Sometimes idek why, Because I know I can't live it right, look at me now 18 years old, Life after death but my souls been sold, Your stupid for doing that, yeah I've been told, Your 98 degrees but still fucking cold, Italicize the importance and right it in bold, If life was a game we would all fucking fold, How can I feel this weak when I have the wait of the world to hold, Family hopes one day they can mold, Me into a better man, really don't think they understand, this wasn't my plan, not thriving in life but I do what I can, I would do a lot better if I thought, anybody gave a damn, about me,I'd be sleeping soundly,living profoundly, not overstepping my boundary, livin to the fullest and ever so kindly, maybe one day you can look at me proudly, but at the moment reality is screaming so loudly, the king of depression maybe someone should crown me. I don't know why everything revolves around health, Feeling so low started starving myself, Guess it don't matter when you destine for hell, Thought everyone had a purpose but fuck it, oh well. Hard to be controlled when you're empty inside, Pretend I'm happy good thing feelings can hide, But if I were were to end my life, You'd be guilty by pride, Probably sorry you never even tried, Looking for the truth but you only lied, How do you feel now that I've died.