i will learn to love me only god above me this hell on earth burned so it hurts anf the scars they are the worst how can i love this hidiouse creature that lurks unessecary sttugglin almost tuggin on me to build history take me from this poverty gods plan is the love i need its the first love concieved father son and me but can i trust myself to love myself to rise up through this hell can i expell these demons they are only versions of me no grieving so even the darkest parts gleaming i will learn to love me only god above me this hell on earth burned so it hurts anf the scars they are the worst how can i love this hidiouse creature that lurks will be exposed no hiding behind closed doors loving myself exposed judged by no man alone i will stanf alone its probably the hardest to do loving myself with abandonment issues put it this way my valintiens date myself holding my place keeping up with my faith and health get out this poverty and find wealth i will learn to love me only god above me this hell on earth burned so it hurts anf the scars they are the worst how can i love this hidiouse creature that lurks