no father and lost his mother I seen shit people can't think of lost my cousin to a motorcycle accident I can't breathe at the sight of his closed casket I seen pain and know it first hand abuse hits like puke I've heard stories that make me sick surprised I made past 2011 I can't speak on terms of happiness I lost that feeling when I lost both parents expect me to give respect yet I reject I be nice and still pay a price just one slice I'm not greedy I only take what i need sometimes less to make someone happy some of these bars ain't Catchy but I still walk down a dark alley I talk in ways that make people wonder if I've gone insane I've felt guilty about all the death I've seen so I've started to say less keep me out with out a doubt when I get pissed this shit will go south when I start to open my mouth I wanna stay at my house I ain't a powerhouse but I still bow grandparent's died and so did familes we got less then 20 to see I'll end up being the last one I'll ever see most of my family are getting old some of which a barley know when they pass I feel cold like a just got turned to stone I could switch up the flow and give the same memo almost as if I was a game demo life ain't a narrow yet some fly like a sparrow I ain't asking for something easy when I make this song I just want people to understand my life span my brains been cooked in a frying pan I ask how haven't I been banned nothing I say is planned straight off the tempo make em let go I think this Iife would have let me know I need to face up against the cold and hold my ground like it's buried gold ive been told things always get better I've never been much of a debater but yet I see things have stayed the same so how long would I have to wait to feel some improvement on my movements maybe even help a new student I've felt unimportant life's been shortened I've never been sharpened I'm Still dull like a old knife never find something new to do with my time I'm far from my prime I'm sketchy with these rhymes sometimes I question if I should start carrying dimes at all times squeeze these growing limes oftentimes I see pain growing in my third eye got we wondering why I do this full time