Times something you should not waste but I been thru 20 years in what seems like eight and the things we aspire to be will all be erased because of factors and responsibilities on the way some will turn things around some will shatter in pieces in place the ones who’ve prevailed are working minimum wage with their kids at home and you know all their names and the sight of them is your highlight of your day and it is the same on they face unless they did t get the straight as that they claimed now ashamed you can say it okay find your weaknes give it strength over time you’ll create progression in its place then you will be everything you ever want just be brave Remembering the times when I was embellishing taking in life at its fullest as a tender teen the only friend I had was fenny fiend also my Bm who always left but ain’t never leave really took the better me chewed it up and shredded me left me for dead but I put myself back together clean got right with god and got a plug serving hella cheap so I took opportunity to get my shit up and proceed show her she something that I don’t need and that exactly what she gon see and I did as I said but it ain’t go sweet I got away moved on trappin and working clockin cheese gettin more than I could spend and it all was incredible to me but it would soon end and I will be the center of grief locked in the county one nigga hit my books so I got commisssry to eat my pops big o truly an honor to meet so mad and sad wish you could be here with me but all I can say is you gave me more than I can ever repeat anyway I was sayin county bound snitch on by a tweak got popped with an empty bean and I got caught in between cuz I was just a nobody who he could thro to get him free mean while my incarceration would be the reason me and O would never again speak not face to face cuz he answering every time his phone would ring further more shit got better than shot out the sky and I ain’t see a part of me died that day I lost big od g