before I suffered physcosis along with other diagnosis they said I was mentally ill spending time in hospital drugged up prescription pills you know the drill I was so ill years from hell now I'm about to tell you a story about how kayleigh saved my life before it mentally destroyed me I didn't speak to family for 12 years lost friends through depression no1 cared isolated I was so scared felt like I should just dissappear I almost did suicide attempts I was at my brink could cope or think I was found in my car with a pipe from the exhaust inhaling why the gases leaked the only human interaction was distraction from the Internet that's when I met a girl online badoo it was about to change something In my mind that I never knew would happen imagine talking online but she was other side of country potentionally I never thought we would meet until 1 day I got myself a car and drove upcountry she was a geordie After speaking for 1 year I was more than ready from the 1st time I seen her I knew she was the one it felt like for that minute my life had begun again she was everything I waited for couldn't ask for more I looked her in the eyes and I knew she was in for the longhaul it didn't take me long to tell her I loved her after videoing for a year I felt like I already knew her we went created memories from the off walking down her beach or getting a drink from the beer off it didn't matter what we did we was together spending every precious moment ee got together I'd go to hers she coach to mine but the worst was when we had to say goodbye. before we got together was in a dark place we both suffered mental health bt we both had our own place distance was long but we never made a issue all we knew was we was going to do is continue our mission I loved her family she loved mine all my life I've wanted security finally ready she gave up her house and moved into mine now nearly 2 years later I'm getting ready to propose yh we have had ups and downs blows but nothing keeps us stronger knowing that 1 day we get to marry eachother and let our love blossom grow I just want to thank her for saving my mind before I met you I was lucky to be alive honestly I'm so proud of who you are I'm proud you took that chance with me and I carnt wait to hold your hand in pride as we walk down the alther husband and wife