how i need to do this thru the pain and the struggle dont matter.gotta fight with every inch strenth climbing up that broken latter.when u see me got smile cuz i gotta stay strong.tired everyday think eveything im doing is writgh but its wrong. no more hanging with the guys drinking beer pong.i became so numb caint cry it feels so wrong.time is passing so fast now im sitting alone. everyday peopple saying why you doing this it aint you. well im doing right mabe this was allways me .sitting way in the back sitting way in the dark just keep keep on driveing cuz i dont never wana park so everything jsut falshing by as i ride by i dont never wana slow down but now lifes got me down feeeling a way i never have done before i feel sorrow i feel saddness o feel pain . ok feel lost in the way that i should have never learned so mad at the way i was pushed to the dark sideof things .it feel so good but its only so wrong so now i got keep grinding and gotta keep pushing to be better i caint say i wont let you down .cuz when i trip im going to fall down down. to the ground i see a spark of a light that how i get back up to the level of level that i aint never reached cuz i caint be a bumb not crying sucking on my thumb i did this to my self.i move smooth in the shadows of the dark so quiet im stealth. the darkness likes me best but in the light i gotta shine bright .allways gotta count on me cuz aint no body going to do this but me.so i gotta stand strong be free. gotta kill the attitude cuz i hate being mean.momma allways said if you wana be strong gotta allways eat them greens .got my self sober caint chill with the feens