The Universes Baby And now it's time to talk about my father. All throughout my childhood I sent him love shouldn't have bothered. He never was around. no love around now my bitter heart is the only sound. I prolly won't even shed a tear when he's in the fucking ground.   How can this be you never acted like a father to me. When I was young you were more of a friend. I used to go in my room and pretend. That you were in my life. I even cried myself to sleep at night. The only consistent gift you gave me was a knife.   But then again. It was just another thing you threw away. But I won't let you be the reason my sky's are grey.   i suffer Some times.other times it's like it doesn't matter. I try to hold em back but the tears still fall. And on my birthday you didn't even call. So now I'm in the backyard playing catch with the wall.   You missed out on my life. You didn't even care enough to stab me in the back with a knife. Alright.   Now I'm done caring. You don't wanna be around me so I stopped caring. I let my true feeling flow. This is all true you know. You act like you don't care. My grandma was the only reason you were there. Then when you go you promise to call but no. You promise to text. You dont. You said you wanna be in my life you won't.   Who do you love more. Your son or all the sluts you were fucking. Or mabe the bottle you were sucking. Bet you didn't think you'd have me when it was my mom you were fucking. Now when she brings you up it's Fuck him.   All I wanted was a dad. All I needed was a father. But because you weren't here I dont know why I bother. I might as well break that promise. Drop out be honest. Do you even remember my birthday. You asked me so many times it's crazy. It makes me wonder why did you make me.   Then I realized IM THE UNIVERSES BABY. It's the universe that made me. It's the universe that saved me. But lately.   It's the universe that's showing me. How shitty and selfish you can be. It makes me think that probably. You will die ironically. Fucking a bitch and busting a nut. That seems to be your style no matter what. Don't forget the bottle. You fucking love vodka dad. Isn't it the best thing you ever had. Cuz clearly im not. But then you say you love me. Ha, you must be living threw your teeth. So full of shit I don't know how you breathe. beat kendo