I never in my wildest dreams envisioned or even tried to fathom, All the evil I would encounter all the guys that would come but never stay just to steal my heart and hold it up for ransom, Good memories are barely visible like the shadowy figure of a phantom, I living in the projects as a kid wasnt that bad to me. So it seems that two bedroom 1 bath roach motel for me and my sis was more like our mansio She was hard working mother of three, We didn't always have Alot to eat, But she worked herself to death just to keep shoes on our feet, Im proud of that woman cuz she never gave in to defeat She was victorious every challenge she faced she did it all alone no one to call on but Gods phone . She did it all every day drug free Didn't have too many child hood friends Didn't wanna be popular either I never wanted to fit in. Didnt care how my hair looked Spent every recess in the school library or hours on the bleachers head stuck in different books I dared to be different I loved me for who I was Was the only kid in school whose parents didn't sell or use drugs I'. Never think less of anyone if they did I believe it don't matter how u hustle long as ur kids ain't starving . Who cares it is wat it is I stay getting mines I stay with legit shit I wear my crown daily No captains needed I can save me Keep one tucked off safety wanna play wit me and Waste my time Fuk u nigga Pay me Love me or hate me no in betwens don't believe me I'll make you believe can't be friends if u like to pretend I don't need no one to cosign Your as transparent as tracing paper U forgot I have incredible foresight I enlightened myself and opened my third eye If u ain't beneficial to my life I'm cuttin off all ties. Go find someone else to believe your lies. Fake shit and fuckery I have no time My circles has only one side. U speak on wat u think I speak truth and wat I know all facts. No gimmicks don't need ur bullshit or ur critics I've already been pushed past my limit All the greatest people in history were considered weird just because their different The road of the righteous and humble is lonely so even if I love u if u toxic for me imma keep my distance Tomorrow not guarenteed Ur life can be taken any instant When people speak it's wise to pay attention and try to listen. Especially to people that are abnormally gifted I hope one day we can all stop the hatred that society and statistics have raised and learn to grow together and communicate on a higher spiritual and intelligent level Helpin ofher no matter what culture or ethnicity we come from There is much we can gain from the knowledge of diversity from every race . Another motivational message yours truly ceecee To b