sharpened by the struggle concave blade beveled, defeated my demons assassin dancin with the devil, romance him then leave him bleeding in hell on his level, now Lucifers leaving lookin all dead and disheveled, surrounded by these feelings got me feeling sentimental, im sick of this illness inside my mind its mainly mental, wish i could delete it clear the cash return the rental, most my thoughts are gentle but the dark is detrimental minds a mess but my all words are perfect work dental, im all peace an love all respect an trust, healing whats in hindsight removing all the rust, healing any trauma an thoughts I don't discuss, needed to refocus reflect re-adjust, change my mindset so lifes not so tough, took action changed directions why go back through the the rough, one time was enough im calling my bluff im over thinking over thinking hang it up, ignoring voices in my head they have no control now negative scenarios I wont even think about, clear the cloud, worse case situation that fixation aint allowed, we manifest vibrations and I chose the higher route my futures my creation an I'll make myself proud i feel alienated socially isolated totally separated dont need your validation emotions generated completely animated life that i created fake it til you make it or let them brainwash and call it education rated and graded on how well you stay in their cages couldnt keep me crated, lifes a daydream reality doesn't feel real sometimes to me always been an outcast apathetic roaming, basically a black sheep wearing wolf's clothing, my mental mask cracked meet monsters im holding, they don't eat meat but overthink and they're growing, please don't feed though they seem easy going, please stand back they attack when they're showing, lock em inside my mind for the last time, already lost the key adhd thats why, overcrowded cranium don't ask im fine, voices like a stadium taunting at the side lines, lifes a rigged game but don't play you get the side eye, follow their rules that they break like halftime, be honest how you feel real thoughts i think we all hide most people are fake cause they fear being criticized vasstel reckless rebel docile devil minds unsettled silent til i riot raised wild not kenneled they can't chain me down ill break out next level sharpened by the struggle concave blade beveled, they're dull an dumed down gave society a medal, its not equal merits their success was embezzled, there's a battle in my mental castle the capacity to care of what they thought of me is cancelled, they're baffled how my adversity is handled, vasstel, a rejected gospel revolutionary novel, they labeled different as awful not a life you should model stay in school and follow rules outside the box is unlawful but it's okay to drown in bottles with your alcohol goggles