What up dad it was a time when i thought u was all i had/ you died i Didn't know how to feel some days i was mad other sad as i got older i was even glad/ time didnt hide u beating her ass face leaking blood like she ran thru glass/ but im older now and a man myself tested by life trying to pass this class/when they see me they see me no longer wearing ur mask made my own name aint that the task/ love you until we meet again dad. Mom mom and pop pop i miss the smell of your house/ hot cakes on the stove king syrup dripping from my mouth/ sleeping in the back room me mom and jania taking turns on the couch/ but love filled every room never a question/life fucking up mom but u wouldnt let us see her stressing/ trips to uncle mikes and amanes toys on the dresser/ mom in her chair that good old chair climb up in that let go of every care. What can say nana so beautiful so small but so loud/ i pray that when i pray i mAke u proud/ i remember u beating my ass when i threw up in chruch/ you told me not to eat n go swimming didnt listen got my feeling hurt/ even still u were an angel walking earth/ inlove with butterflies when i see one i just look to the sky Bro my fucking bro i ask god every day why u have to go/it just wasnt ur time get on utube to hear ur flow/ graveyard to the graveyard ill never let go/  B babygirl babyblue the colors u rocked no respect for that roc but with u it all stop/ the glue of the crew i remember dev got lock n u hit the block/like come on rob u know dev wouldn't stop/the bottles we popped so many nights why u have to punch that clock/your life wasnt supposed to stop Marlon our friendship was brief but didn't take long/ playing spades talking shit smoking we created a bond/when we first met u wanted to fight me/blew my mind this Nigga i dont know dont like me/but fuck it im me that shit excites me/ but we squashed it moved on u dared me to buy a house Travis trail we had it lit/ i wish i wish i could of stopped u from taking that trip on ur way to betterton to see a fucking trick should of snatched ur ass out the whip n for that ill alwayz be a piece of shit Miss torres u was my heart homie and girlfriend/ i gave u my truths u was fake and thats where my world end/ str8 pretended even thought u saved my life/ used to pray every night n thank christ so happy u was apart of my life/ just to find out u wasnt living right/ felt a sharp pain just to turn Round and see u holding the knife the one i called my wife but i survived to me u died and thats alright   Fonta my man 100 grand right on wrong with u id stand/ just to find out u taking the stand/ working for the man/nAw bro that was never plan now u less of man/still alive but u dead to me after all that g shit u said to me/ be4 and after u die u dead to me Chorus-  They wonder why i ponder suicide cause 95 percent of my heart on the other side but for that other side im alive hello hello how you doing