#MELLOWMAFIA / @RAPFAME_OFFICIAL / i try to sit back and reminisce about the pain in my past but its hurts too bad to look at like im melting from the inside out , maybe i should of been there for my dad im so sad but i should of gave thanks to the lord and be glad but thats a rare quility to have.word of mouth,so when people talk negativity to me it makes me so mad.Maybe i should feel blessed maybe i should do a hail mary across my chest ,that might get them demons up out of my way ,put them demons to rest but im still feeling so stressed like nothings working,spasming and convulsing from my last panic attack ,they messed with the wrong people dont even know me welcome to my society,everytime i listen it makes me high to be ,didnot get a chance to say goodbye.trying to do everything in my power to not want to do die ,not want to cry yellin for myself to get some support from my ride or dies,welcome to my lies welcome to my deciet up under the carpet so deep so much that i feel like a freak ,please dont be scared to go to sleep at night ,its alright.The lord jesus christ will embrace you and hold you so tight then how come Everytime I must fight to get my proper insight in order to bring me back to the light.Only the strong will survive i guess thats why he told me look into my eyes but im picking up on the feeling that it be something else in disquese .Two faced is how I must make the dead revive so that we could have another go at it to make it really jive im not trying to hide from the truth only speaking words of wisdom when im in the booth time to get loose ,the words i shall abide to the misuse im on top of my roost.They playing duck duck goose but im steadily feeling like i want to shoot,you found Jesus ,good for you.The simple rules of the game you could not explain that is why i do not have patience for them lames ,trying to let there nuts hang,i guess im a little bit too strange ,record label and i could not paid,plenty of laid ,plenty of haters on my page .Rage in these last days is the catalist to unleash the armegeddon up in this new age,frustrated with these new seasons of change im derranged ,got something going on in my brain.Clinically insane im about to make them brains hang, please lord help me to not feel so distant in an instance im looking for penance way to be forgiven for my sins once and for all and when you come and knock on my door imma answer the call and ibelieve in it even though my stature is so small.