hello I took a break for a min got caught up again but that'd simply living pray to the lord I can dig my way out again tearin up, kids dont drserve me, they be better foff body aches tryin to raise these kids while broke is getting to me, please reprimand my sins over and over again, I cave, dose needs increased again...... aawww mmaayyyne induce a nod and run true hoping to fall off what's wrong with me do I need to simply be separated my surrounding got me cringing tight,,,,,, spaces . looking at my little girl figuring her station feed yourself, grabbing donuts while dad achen fight or flight now. eyes bugged out going to withdraw Ave now got toxins in the air, please stop this so much plottin, devising new drugs to abuse and gl7 You lost in got me, ggggot me. feelin stupid numb pound this through my heartbeat