bottle as in water bottle, seriously. C$ 777 (photo is mine) lay my soul at the cross I'll lay my soul at the cross lead my heart down the path God, please! i need you! im tired of my wrath to angry to see it the hatred deep within im losing my eyesight, god! i cant think with precision help me tell my family that i do need them all! that i dont want it to go this way but im way too scared to fall scared to stand tall so ill sit there with tight lips and nod my head wit a smile and tight fists [my mind aint mine no more my body aint mine no more my headspace is lacking core my heartache is wanting more] i cant keep feeding the fire the dirt is too heavy to bare so lord, im praying, asking why is any of this fair?! [i know its your reason i know its my purpose] to help me learn some lesson but please my chest is breaking from the pressure of heavy breathin some nights i get too deep and sink in keep thinkin why the hell i need this reachin for the bottle to quench my thirst and the stench gets worse and i keep on eatin im starting to hate the eyes that stare back at me everyday telling myself the lies because maybe itll all one day, be okay [god, please i need you god please, i plead you] i know that you work in mysterious ways but God please, please, can you please be see through