you grab out yo pocket and u cock don't you get it... you point it and you sqeese it & u make sure you don't miss it .... u just see it.causr u need it. nothing the gain but hope.. it's nothing at all but you know you doing the most. doing the most doing the most when you pour and you broke you got nothing to live for. except for your squad on them streets cuz that's who you slide for. and if you go against the GRAin that's who you might die for.... I'm not allergic to the pain . it makes me push even more.. I got to keep my sanity cuz I'm always at war. there's always a reason to settle the score..theres always a side somebody's got to die for . so many decisions you always got to make a choice.. got them voices in my head and they both make good points so much different when men become boys. at the end of the day when my head hit the pilla I'm glad to rejoice. that's when I pray to God that the bad in me gets destroyed then I pray to my maker I know I'm not a hater forgive me for my ways forgive me for the noise forgive me for this life I didn't choose please take it. hate it forsake it please make it void.. and when I wake up you know I take God everywhere I Go . I talked to him like everyday I'm pushed to the limit. if I end up locked up please give me some dough so I'm not indigent . please give me 200 zill so my accounts over replenishment . I want to be one of a kind please make me significant and no I'm not lying I'm a diligent person you can see it in my eyes. I'm the type to pass the handkerchief when someone is crying. the good guys finish last. I may not finish first but someone's getting passed .. if gangster's got graded Idel be the first in my class.. I keep a tiller for the snakes in the Grass. why wack it down when they can come back after hiding in the ground. I want to sow new seed a New path a new sound may I proceed.. everybody's got their limits. but you still got to make the best if you want to win it. don't be selling wolf tickets your life can be over in a minute. no your path and know your limit. shit. if you live by the gun. you know what it is. that'll be the end of it.. good luck's got to run out sooner or later . what goes around comes around that's the way it is when you're down blood in & when ur out it'll be blood in the ground. just remember if you're sitting on the bottom you can never wear the crown . to live is to never be forgotten . and if you're lost your looking to be found. and you can't be heard if you ain't making no sound. leave your legacy howl like a hound. so they all can hear you until they're all gather around listening to the melody.. make them hear the clarity let him see that you're a rarity and not for the popularity do it for the sincerity do it till their hearts are full and remember you got to be a pup before you can be a pitbull always keep your pistol never give up and always be a symbol. you can't be forgetful and to be fearless is to make them fearful. . no matter what you do you going to always be sinful I say f*** being civil and the world and know that you are official. when the time comes and you're nothing but a ghost everyone will have known that you done the most.