hey I'm just trying to go onto the next living life, not stuck in the past, but im so damaged its a fucking mess. he say he like me, that he's not like the last. he can't wait to be huggin n cuddlin but I'm just so upset. it almost feels like a threat. not healed from my ex, have a shield up, almost like my heart is stuck. but I wish I knew who did the damage of the broken hearted package. I feel like I gotta duck from love, like a bullet coming at me from above. shattered, battered, nothing like anyone else, her love is so strict, cuz she was tricked into thinking she was picked then kicked to the trash, in a fucking flash. all I can do is laugh. you have to see that I know you're the one for me. picking out dates, got me dreaming of us going to the sea. I haven't had that in years, someone treating me like an option it's got my fears going up like an damn auction. give me some time, but please don't leave. that'll be the crime you pay for the broken hearted sway. I will soon realize who you are, for now let's take my words to par. have faith in the future and we will Booth become a trooper of this silly war we have inside our head. but like I said, I want to be cuddled up next to you in bed, no trouble, as we chuckle. see I have hope for the future with you & me, just give it some time & you will be mine.