C Vann 978 cuhs No more apologies I love you words that didn’t mean a thing… empty promises things that were said frivolously with no meaning behind them. Now it’s all behind us no looking back. If you see me in the future no glancing look you deep in your eyes gateway to your soul. Even though I’m a demon I don’t want it you keep it your lost to me empty vessel wandering in limbo. Lost soul lost soul hope you find your road. Now it’s done you said it I’m gone… saying things we don’t mean.. arguments that were pointless. Pen an pencil to the notepad no words coming out expressionless. No communication how can we work it out. No eye contact no body language. That’s my cue to walk it out walk away sink the 8 ball game of pool… It’s all just a game to you. FucCing with my mind and emotions. I let you though you can never fucCing with demons. I gotta let you go for good as much as it hurts I can never be friends with someone who doesn’t love me bacC. The same way I love her. Should I say loved because its past tense. Presently speaking though child in the womb ultimate decision it’s her choice killing me inside. Tearing at my flesh mind an soul gone. As much as I take these these intoxicants I can’t numb the pain.. Losing someone I truly love an our child to.. Rest in paradise your father wish I could have met you float in paradise with your other siblings my unborn child. It’s better off not bringing my seeds into a world of so much suffering. No more apologies I love you words that didn’t mean a thing… empty promises things that were said frivolously with no meaning behind them. Now it’s all behind us no looking back. If you see me in the future no glancing look you deep in your eyes gateway to your soul. Even though I’m a demon I don’t want it you keep it your lost to me empty vessel wandering in limbo. Lost soul lost soul hope you find your road. You call me back an message me trying to have a hold. Your chains, your leash, the bond I done severed it. Knife to the throat bullet to the back. Piercing words that can’t be taken bacC. Constantly driving nails in the picket fence we built for our home. As much as you try to fix it an take em out you left holes. It can’t, it won’t heal no antiseptic no bandage for the wound. Leaking gushing the pain that’s inside. A well you try an toss your coins an make a wish. I wish you well no more returning no walking bacC. Ink my skin walk in blacC. The darkness an shadow is comforting. Don’t try to find me in the light because I blinded myself from seeing you. Visually impaired. BlocCed my ears from hearing you I’m deaf it’s silent. The touch, smell, an essence. No longer linger when we intertwined souls exchanged bodily fluids. It’s a ghost to me it’s haunting. You said it we’ll be alright sleep through it listen to this lullaby peace’s dueces bye bye now you dead to me.