ughh I'm looking over the edge of my insanity ,my demons gotta hand on me ,battling this depression down on bended knee, sos somebody send for me screaming at the top of my lungs knowbodys listening ; my depression Gets the best so I can't even sleep at times I half to remind myself to breathe,123 in and out that shit don't even work I half to keep myself so busy so I can't hurt im working myself to the ground under the dirt put me six feet don't temp me fellings check on empty pinch me look me in the eyes why do I even try hearing my kids cry makes me wanna get high most nights I cry till I have no tears inside ,I really tried to to be a good guy /I'm in love with thingsthat go bumb in the night it's hard to explain all the feelings that I hold inside traumatized the fear I wore on my heart the need to compromise 🔥👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨🤞…….(hook )most nights I drive with this forty five compteplating suicide ,I stay high to calm my nerves but I never fly ,most nights im looking in this mirror but I never shine i hate this reflection dont look me in the eyes ,most nights ima never get sober so why do I even try .Let’s just get this shit over this is the last ride,,,,,,,, This is my new song called most nights - [ ] @ @