This song is a peek into my testimony. I was walking a treacherous path, held hostage by addiction, lust and greed; falling further and further away from God. I kept taking all of the times I’ve cheated death for granted until 12/29/23. I was given another chance at life, being that I agreed to accept God’s will, and use the gifts that He bestowed upon me, solely for the purpose of spreading the gospel. If there’s one thing that I’m certain about in this world, it’s that Jesus is real. He’s the Son of God and He died for our sins. He loves you. He cares for you. He wants a relationship with you. I pray that you’ll find Him, and accept Him into your heart. Faith cometh by hearing, and hearing cometh by the Word of God. Lyrics: These lonesome nights I find myself trapped in my mind. I put up a fight but my mental health is on decline. Please take control of all the things that cause me strife. And Idk how much longer I’ll be alive. If I’m being honest I would tell you I could die. Depression/Anxiety has taken over my life. Recovering addict, and every day I be looking for a high. Oh I need a change in my life. (Hmm Change? Change has gotta be one of the hardest things to do in life period. Change anything. Ain’t nobody likes change bruh. Change? Nobody likes it. No one.) Imma soldier, I’m used to being a loner.  I thought I told ya I was chosen? I guess I’ll show ya. Take a listen to the wisdom like ya supposed to. Man on a mission got a vision to go coastal. I gotta post up, gotta make the most of my talents, gifts and what’s within me: Holy Ghost bruh! I gotta focus, make sure that the flow hits, put the play in motion, then we share the testimony. The devil lurkin’ he be workin! Yeah he be searching for the time to stop yo purpose! Yeah he be slithering all silent like a serpent. Yeah he gon’ tempt ya, he gon’ whip ya like a pistol. He relentless, he be viscious, he’s explosive like a missile. He’ll destroy yo life, with things you like, then make you lose your vision. He just might get you addicted. If you notice that he’s close you better fix it, change ya ways, get yo self saved, before it’s way too late. Hahahaha look at you stovey, knocked unconscious, face all swollen. Got blood leakin out the holes where your teeth went thru your cheek lip busted open. Hey don’t look at me, I didn’t do a thing, you were the one who chose to drink, drive to a bar, intoxicated. You was actually supposed to wreck your car not make it, but instead God chose to save ya, but He had to make a statement. So He let a demon sucker punch you, scarring up yo face, with a constant stench of hell that leaks right out the blood of your lost faith. The Lord just gave you grace. Ok God I see the picture. You wasn’t happy with the way that I was livin. I’ll correct my wrongs, refrain from actin wicked. (huh) I just ask for your forgiveness. (Change) Ok, I gotta switch lanes. You know I wont be perfect but ill work hard to change. I been hurtin, a certain person put a curse on me. I know you tried to warn me that they was hurting me. (Change) I’m gunnin for Lucifer in the first degree. This might end like the Crucible, a witches murder scene. Think about who you choose to fool guarded by the King. They aint nothin you can do! Oh wait? (Change) This is spiritual warfare! We got plenty evil people in our crosshairs. To all the sorcerers, and witches, Jezebels with bad intentions: Send ya back to hell with the wicked, shoulda listened, yeah you should’ve (Changed) I’m finding peace even in my darkest times. ‘Cause Im a man of faith and I just give it all to Christ. We make mistakes, wee sin daily in our lives, but if you’re truly saved, He will guide your way and help you (Change). #JoZChange #Change #Contest #JozMusic #JacobofZion #Christian #Rap #Storytelling #Songwriter #Freestyle #ProLevel #HOF #GOAT #POTW #Top5 #MOTY @rapfame_official @rapfame_ar_team 🕊️🕊️🕊️