i remember way back when. no questions answered was the come up and its still the same who... no name and its the same still. honestly i been lonely so long im starting to lose myself not dead yet but pollution influenced conformed by the abusers controlling the world its rotten focusing on distractions so it dont sink in. im tired of fighting for beliefs that protect our nation keeping civil part of the process outnumbered by the a system destroying civilization . raised in the south up here values dont matter i started running around spreading the visions i was on a mission floridas my home i learned from a poster people selling images. thanks to a barhopping romance ill always remember I don't buy hope now im so close to hopeless leave the past like i was forgot by the grand gotta come up now stick em up toast looking back i sacraficed alot im more disappointed i apologize sicerly to my friends i keep saying i wont be gone much longer its been long enough if you forgot i understand im not lying just bothered by situations i want to fix but its hard to understand god how i miss my fam if i survive the cold ill have to adapt i know the difference frost bitten sone things wont heal. like the time i wasted teaching reasons for the people illuminated before my momma ever conceived this being but they blind i got the eye i don't need them different love i grew up believing in the values i no longer feed them.. vonditions got me feeling hello world good bye southern gentleman used to be is becoming a illusion my spirits been inflicted the belifs i used to stand for left me abused.