i know im depressed i know im sad but im never gonna get pressed he tryna pull up while im depressed aint tryna get pressed if i kill this man gonna be depressed they tryna stress me ima press him took her dress sold it so i could rest im losing sleep deep in my thoughts tryna reap what i sow i need to take it slow before i go down the wrong path i need to do the right math they tryna see my wrath this gonna be a bloodbath strong as an anjanath i get dressed everyday gotta be strong for the people that care i don't want them to think wrong so they dont have to bare my pain i like to sit in the rain cause my heart is drained theres pain in my brain its hard being depressed its like your heart is in shards you cant play thd wrong card or else your life will turn red i feel like i want to be dead i can't talk to the feds or the streets will be red i want to be dead all the people i worship are deceased thats why i ceased contact if i lose another love ill end up being dead i dont wanna see red i just wanna be in my bed im fed up with this place it makes me depressed i just want to finally rest i cant leave my girl alone or else ill be on a tombstone she needs me to be strong i cant let her think wrong about me i cant lose her too im not a fool i just need to be cool in my head i need to follow the rules i have to be strong i cant express my feelings that's why im putting em in this song