if i can change the times that i made u cry, or even ask god why i really hurt inside, all this pain and pressure got m

if i can change the times that i made u cry, or even ask god why i really hurt inside, all this pain and pressure got me boarderlined, by living the doubled mind, that be my gemini. i was raised to cherish queens, i need a team, a women dedicated to me by living da dream.who ever thought u help me to seek on wht i would need, now i can sleep,feel at peace, while the devil creeps. Every night we would laugh about silly things, make kiss on the phone makeing memorize, how can i ever give up, when ur good to me, il fight by your side, that be my destiny. luxury is what im giving u, condo by the beach is only just a taste of proof, dimonds around your kneck is how you seek the truth, and if u ever walk away, then im dead to u, so understand that u built this man, perfected what u wanted, with no guided plan. molded me into your king a helping hand, devoted to my first queen, this our final stand.