Dear mama so sorry if I did this , I understand you are mad at me but maybe you had realized I didn't have a choice to make decision that I should had never made from the start pls try understand my life is hard without you I see ur pain and suffering but I can do nothing at all just seeing you burst into tears mom try to understand am over shadowed by demons that seek revenge it like my heart is pounding so fast I can't imagine this is my life and I should just live with it it sad am gonna have to die but I will always miss the smiles in your face which tell me of life eternal No more tears and pain for the world has chosen me it for me go to never ending world where life exist but for me it doesn't so try live on and forget about me