inhospitality

discovered inside, my open eyes following dreams, that I demand in my life to play this role, swelling my soul, with violence and evil, swallowing me whole, drawing the past, this might be my last, moment of clarity, I better thunk fast, problems dont bother me, darkness still follows me, golden halo rings empty, echoing hollowly, practicing unity, with all of my deities, wollowing in general inhospitality, I know that I meant more to this story, than just a man, pushing the blood through my circulatory, picking my enemies, I still lose the rest of me, looking behind me, no time to search endlessly, pay myself well, with fierry HELL, Forever to dwindle , no use to yell practically worth as much, as my pride gets beat up, stuck into the rocks severed an cut releasing my honesty, fulfilling my prophecy, on killing philosophy, never merciless, from the worst of it, guided by voices inside of me purposeless praying with reason, but still I will see them eyes welling up with hope to get even, viking by proxy, pillaged and chalky, passing each day with delusions upon me my memory haunting, Lost is my sanity, defined with silver lined pockets left empty much more graditude, grew up in this additude, but seeing life choak from face turning blue, sunsetting in the place, ive seen it before, dreadful gray clouds gather and storm, mother had other plans, turning clocks psychedelic hands, pushing away psychology in my sands delivered broken, i was never chosen, but seeing me angry might be better unspoken fell through the floor, after I left open the door, poison and mushrooms become much much more