I need me a remedy

i need me a remedy I feel unbalanced chemically got a lot of problems mentally thats why I always be smoken heavily this keep my mood up medically and if it ain't the top pedigree then watch me make like the beetles and "let it be " but that's just me or its probably that I'm to picky been on this benge trying get my head right again it's the only thing that helps when you ain't got a friend but life be to funny and im no comedian. constantly I be struggling tryna find my happy medium but never payed for a membership so look like liven life broke cause I ain't got the premium