Paige Player

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Paige Player
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9 months ago

yeah I got these big dreams that are going down the drain most of my life I been in fucking pain and I'm sick of it why me why do I keep facing it give me a break I cant keep going through it I'm losing everything I'm in my own I'm feeling alone got anxiety cant even pick up my fucking phone suppose I'll stay in my zone on my own thinking back to old times when my children were with me remonising fucking suffocating from pain my kids are missing haters are dissing while I'm sat here crying fucking wishing that my mumma didn't die every day and night im asking why why is it cancer exist why is it my mumma that deserved this it's been a year now and I cant grieve I cant let go I cant stand this Christmas eve you went to heaven I gave you a kiss and I'll never forget the way I saw you I just knew laying there eyes closed no blank stare mouth now closed no longer breathing oh fuck my mumma really leaving I'm glad I believe in life after death coz ur to special to pure to really be dead so mumma go to heaven be free live for eternity your love will forver be apart of me I see you when I look in the mirror I see things clearer I no I cant see you but im sure that your nere I sence you around me all the time mum I miss you mum oh mum why mum arrrg just come back for a day let me say everything that I never got to say when I last saw you is always there stuck on replay in my head you in that bed you couldn't speak but I no u could hear me so I told you let go now mum dont stay here and suffer you been strong but you been fighting to long you deserve the pain let go mum go live free peacefully.

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9 months ago

yeah yeah you can also use me for the remix ong

9 months ago

Bars: Perfect 💯 Delivery: Perfect 💯 Impression: Perfect 💯

9 months ago

yeah I got these big dreams that are going down the drain most of my life I been in fucking pain and I'm sick of it why me why do I keep facing it give me a break I cant keep going through it I'm losing everything I'm in my own I'm feeling alone got anxiety cant even pick up my fucking phone suppose I'll stay in my zone on my own thinking back to old times when my children were with me remonising fucking suffocating from pain my kids are missing haters are dissing while I'm sat here crying fucking wishing that my mumma didn't die every day and night im asking why why is it cancer exist why is it my mumma that deserved this it's been a year now and I cant grieve I cant let go I cant stand this Christmas eve you went to heaven I gave you a kiss and I'll never forget the way I saw you I just knew laying there eyes closed no blank stare mouth now closed no longer breathing oh fuck my mumma really leaving I'm glad I believe in life after death coz ur to special to pure to really be dead so mumma go to heaven be free live for eternity your love will forver be apart of me I see you when I look in the mirror I see things clearer I no I cant see you but im sure that your nere I sence you around me all the time mum I miss you mum oh mum why mum arrrg just come back for a day let me say everything that I never got to say when I last saw you is always there stuck on replay in my head you in that bed you couldn't speak but I no u could hear me so I told you let go now mum dont stay here and suffer you been strong but you been fighting to long you deserve the pain let go mum go live free peacefully.

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