im always stressed depressed but I know I'm blessed I'm blessed in school I sit at the desk Doin my best he put me through the test I know I'm suicidal and I say I want to die but I got to fight sometimes I might think that I'm going to die but I'm still going to try I know I will cry but I don't goodbye sometimes I hide from the pain I hope it fades away I sit in my room all day try not to contemplate if I should die today and I get high all day to try to stay away from the pain I'm feeling all up in my brain im always stressed depressed but I know I'm blessed I'm blessed in school I sit at the desk Doin my best he put me through the test I know I'm suicidal and I say I want to die but I got to fight sometimes I might think that I'm going to die but I'm still going to try I know I will cry but I don't say goodbye sometimes I hide from the pain I hope it fades away I sit in my room all day try not to contemplate if I should die today and I get high all day to try to stay away from the pain I'm feeling all up in my brain