fed up of living this way , been suffering to long, satan please go away , I'm struggling , dont no if I can face, another day , I'm going insane , on the sofa where I lay hold my self accountable but what I gotta pay? I got nothing to give mentally drained god give me a sign I do wanna live sorry if u think I dont , tell me not to do it I wont I just feel like quitting for fitting I'm admitting that the devil got a hold of me why can't no one see trying not to pick up the stem no one around when I need them this isn't fair everything I have I give I share but when I look around nobody is there this life has broken me nothing left, my kids are gone , my mum n son are dead did u here what I said I wish is what me instead that fucking left I'm fed up up, no one listenes to me got so much to say if u can hear me help this pain go away I just want a better day please take this dark cloud outa my head i need the help in side I'm screaming , , just put ya seed in my brain bleeding all u miss leading and u thieving my geniurosity I got no friends, you all pretend you all fake , leave me sitting alone for gid sake with nothing , now I'm skint ,they dont wanna no your shit I no ur bluffing no love ,I wish I was cuffing , cuffing seasonz but I've ran out of reasons dont believe in nuffing no fucking achievements please dont insult my intelligence I can see straight through YA ARROGANCE, really off putting , you really put ya foot in messing with me ever heard that saying treat me like a game u gunna get played well I guess its u thats gunna be paying you clown , dont treat me like a joker I'm down, I'm Harley Quinn I'll fucking choke ya pizza out on the table backy in , roll ur words in it ill fucking smoke ya . bye bye have a nice day. paigey p got nothing more to say . bet nobody wanna hear me listen anyway..