Chyna  James  rapper

alek/ayleen cut her head off a knife a gun

Chyna James rapper
alek/ayleen cut her head off a knife a gun

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9 months ago

think about you a lot. We haven't spoke in 3-4 years. now, and that still bothers me. I met you in H.S and ever Since then, we were like Cheech & Chong (LoL). I never wanted to leave your side. I'm about to turn 31, and since our "falling- out" my heart still hurts over the fact that we don't communicate. at all. You just stopped talking to me, but why??? It's even. more confusing to comprehend because at that time, I was the only person you could talk to about anything. I know i you were going through changes (you quit your job, relationship issues, etc.). but my support for you never changed. I blamed myself for. Josing your friendship. Started asking myself questions about. whether or not I was there for you or It I was just a bad one friend in general. I was so hurt and confused that at -point (La), I questioned my sexuality because I missed you So much. I wasn't used to that type of hurt. I asked myself, "did I just miss you a lot or did I unknowingly fall in love with you?" All I knew for sure was that my heart was broken. I'm not in love with. • but I was in love with your spirit. You were you there for me when I needed you the most, your Support was. very important and you were just fun to hang out with. Regardless of everything, I will always love you and keep you in my heart. and prayers. Just wanted to let you know that you will always. have a friend in me and that I thank you for the years we have shared together. Hopefully, we can talk in the future. -Cheech!

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9 months ago

think about you a lot. We haven't spoke in 3-4 years. now, and that still bothers me. I met you in H.S and ever Since then, we were like Cheech & Chong (LoL). I never wanted to leave your side. I'm about to turn 31, and since our "falling- out" my heart still hurts over the fact that we don't communicate. at all. You just stopped talking to me, but why??? It's even. more confusing to comprehend because at that time, I was the only person you could talk to about anything. I know i you were going through changes (you quit your job, relationship issues, etc.). but my support for you never changed. I blamed myself for. Josing your friendship. Started asking myself questions about. whether or not I was there for you or It I was just a bad one friend in general. I was so hurt and confused that at -point (La), I questioned my sexuality because I missed you So much. I wasn't used to that type of hurt. I asked myself, "did I just miss you a lot or did I unknowingly fall in love with you?" All I knew for sure was that my heart was broken. I'm not in love with. • but I was in love with your spirit. You were you there for me when I needed you the most, your Support was. very important and you were just fun to hang out with. Regardless of everything, I will always love you and keep you in my heart. and prayers. Just wanted to let you know that you will always. have a friend in me and that I thank you for the years we have shared together. Hopefully, we can talk in the future. -Cheech!

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