It seems to me that ever body's a bit depressed walking around with a big anvil on their chest as I write these song I feel abit oppressed by the demon that lies awake to touch my last caress It seems there's more darkness every shallow step that I take when I'm dead and gone whos gonna be at my wake cuz hell I've burned so many bridges that I get to shake with dread of what's coming next my weakness is a mistake How come everyone always sees the good in me like I'm some super human who's not had evil tendencies the place I grew up is where it started happening dangers in myself despite my self apathy Is that just a bad intention to write of what I could of said . Or do the demons lie awake waiting it to be read. Have I gone to far to travel the abyss I guess not I guess I won't be missed . My depression is like a wave it never let's me go I've been stuck inside this cage just to let you know the only rage I feel is deep inside my soul when I look up its just another dark hole. How can I cure these thoughts thats inside of me how can I let go when I don't want to breathe all this anger sadness rage it follows me and how can I stand up when I can't even see I never want to put you in this place of pain sadness despair where is there another life who cares where can I find the cure for the headaches up their and why are my suppressing thoughts coming from no where the hugs the care it all comes in types of waves the more it happens I feel like I'm more brave. can I set up to do the right thing or just fall and sink to a darkness that I truly crave I feel like every one of my support group is always stand behind me coaching me thru of what might be ...should I take it as a sign to reduce the flame or sit back and watch it all go ablaze knowing what I do now has taught me a many lesson the person I have forsaken is the person who was not mistaken . the truth was always inside just waiting to be awaken but peace girl we know who's the one forsaken