I got all of this weight on my chest At least I tried my best But I just get kicked out like the rest Yeah I'm going through this pain It's just troubling my brain I feel like I'm wrapped in chain Trying to last through all this rain I'm sorry if I can't heal All the pain that you feel Im afraid my hearts turned to steel All I want is love that is real It's hard finding love nowadays Can't describe the pain I feel every day It's causing me to space out every once in a while Somedays I feel like I'm stuck in a pile I want love but got to walk a mile My emotions hanging from a ceiling tile I just want to pick up the phone and dial People keep asking if I'm alright I got these demons I'm trying fight I hope one day I will make things right Try to keep my emotions tight I want to be the light The one that shines so bright I will light up the night Never be out of sight