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4 months ago

My mind is so mean to me it won't stop It keeps screaming please you terrorize need to prioritize my needs r over rides Don't you dare open your eyes because you will hear me Fuck mental health Poverty and hell you made sure I fell l got backup a vicious circle is it worth it to watch life fall apart some times I might pray some days I wished he'd take it all away I didn't ask to be placed in this cage with this demon insane genius he claims Every bit My self confidence convinced he's me that is not true the way he talks to me I would never talk to you the self doubt is nothing new confined stuck glued all I am is disappointing I coined the mornings not getting out of bed stuck there warm and then two days you can't move back hurts it's hard to imagine this healthy but fam sometimes I can't help me I over eat then fast three days later eating only mashed patatoers the pain grows deeper the depression is deep here hope you can swim fear the sharks my fears would it be better to be alone here with out me in my head I wished that was easier said then done I won't sleep nights so much to do I might get to planning Life tonight . I'll accomplish one and won't proceed next hours wasted best time is wasted let's get wasted maybe he's a better drunk then me hopefully he can drive he has the keys he has my keys unlocking doors to places i dont believe you can concieve make believe make me believe believe be live

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4 months ago

good song Bars: Perfect 💯 Delivery: Perfect 💯 Impression: Perfect 💯

4 months ago

Bars: Perfect 💯 Delivery: Perfect 💯 Impression: Perfect 💯

4 months ago

My mind is so mean to me it won't stop It keeps screaming please you terrorize need to prioritize my needs r over rides Don't you dare open your eyes because you will hear me Fuck mental health Poverty and hell you made sure I fell l got backup a vicious circle is it worth it to watch life fall apart some times I might pray some days I wished he'd take it all away I didn't ask to be placed in this cage with this demon insane genius he claims Every bit My self confidence convinced he's me that is not true the way he talks to me I would never talk to you the self doubt is nothing new confined stuck glued all I am is disappointing I coined the mornings not getting out of bed stuck there warm and then two days you can't move back hurts it's hard to imagine this healthy but fam sometimes I can't help me I over eat then fast three days later eating only mashed patatoers the pain grows deeper the depression is deep here hope you can swim fear the sharks my fears would it be better to be alone here with out me in my head I wished that was easier said then done I won't sleep nights so much to do I might get to planning Life tonight . I'll accomplish one and won't proceed next hours wasted best time is wasted let's get wasted maybe he's a better drunk then me hopefully he can drive he has the keys he has my keys unlocking doors to places i dont believe you can concieve make believe make me believe believe be live

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