i stay up all night i stay up all day awaiting your text im wondering what it will say sitting here night after night day after day left feeling like im waiting my life away its hard to sleep at night every night so i dont making promises of shit ill do to myself but i wont the promises i keep will always be for you but one day i know when i hit the brakes that ill be screwed broken and deranged my dear i swear my life has change not the man i was before love you no less i love you more as i say you know i hurt put my feelings on the shelf for an asshole like me gave you just my heart but no help