#WR3CKKESSN9NE #IBEMISSNGU #ILLBEMISSINGYOU #RAPFAME #FEATURED #CHEDDAB #WHITENOIZE everytime I wake up im missing you you were here one day now you gone for good I know you made mistakes but deserve a break I see the angels fly when I look in the sky one year at a time what a hell of a ride trying to hold back my tears but I always cry you know I quit drinking beers an snorting lines your in my life forever now I got it together you got a face that ill always remember I finally got control of my temper dug deep down an found my centre just wishing you were Here to see me better I got a son now an im his mentor put the drugs down finally surrendered no more going out 3 day benders I was young dumb an very offensive had these habits that very expensive I was selfish not caring dependent This is for my friends an family loss I thank God that i even have chance to walk I thank mom From getting off all those drugs she would of been the next one buried under the cross an momma gale you were meant prevail you were doing so good until you found that rail so knock on wood know one has to fail life happens an teaches lessons someone has to die for the next one to get it an for im very indebted garuntee that ill never forget it an when I use now im feeling pathetic I wanna live to the end of the credits loving life I'd my new found fetish I found the wolf an fed it my higher power I let it go of all my fears I just shed em Know that I'll be missing you only if I just knew it was going to be you why did you have to go way to soon every move I make I look up in the sky at the moon so this goes out to all the love ones I've lost rest in peace to my father Michael Lee Dean sr. , my cousins Joey, Richie, dude my 4 homies Tristan, Chris Depina aka fro fro ,my homie nipples , Adam Ocha can't forget the home girl lemonade it sucks you all died at a young age know that I'm writing these lyrics for all you know that I'll be missing all of you every move I make I'm still wondering why I'm still awake