my anxiety is running through my brain I got so much pain I'm trying forgive my father but me and him are like fire and ice but watch I'm going get ice around my neck I'm 17 but feel like I'm 70 I don't know how to stop the bleeding from my soul so I look to God for some comfort every bad thing that happened to me was when I was a kid, cant look back again gotta keep moving forward I'm so sick of the lies deception of the real story watch me flame up in glory I'm so done with all the storys I'm done, I've been hustling my rhyms so people know what I'm about I look at the God so he can help me through my misery the history is all set in stone can't go back I felt no love coming towards me I felt so hopeless gotta forgive my father, have nobody noticed how much I've been in pain from all the things I remember don't blame my father I just gotta, try harder then most cuz people decide what's the best but I only know what best for me nobody see me but they all hear let me know if that make since life has been hard and nothing but a struggle I'm done with the deception of what happen and not ik what happen I dreams bout it ever since I was little me and bro has been through tragedy I don't know how long I will have to wait to see em my anxiety is running through my brain causing nothing but pain.