Jesus can you heal me from past emotional experience drug habit got me down way down the fear is teal depression keeps stressing getting high is my obsession thanking God for the path had God google maps location and direction without him driving you gone crash have faith and pray for you start your day so have faith and pray×4 I know you love me God you know I love you God I know i keep saying change but I mess up everyday ima slave everyday drug addict habit in the ice ice age addiction is ain't a choice it's the pain of the past that keeps keep holding you back keeps you in the past you staying in past don't know how be man cuz I never had a dad missing all my kids cuz i never seeing them child support shows up and what you owe is rackin up takin 40 percent of every check I get my license got suspended after owin 5000 now how does that benefit daddy when he can't even drive to a job or to c his kids take my money and I quit doesn't really matter matter all she gotta do is file for tanf ebt free food got money every month but I gotta pay back how does that make since when she won't let me kids she ain't got no bills she ain't paying rent she introducing yo kids to ant fuckin man hear this yo new dad your sperm Donner did his job he ain't takin care of yall he don't wanna be a daad and he keep a job your daddy is fuckin bum doing all these fuckin drugs self hate pain injecting vane in blood