pains just another lesson take a mother sip of its medicine life was never a a peaceful state each day I'm left feeling hate I want to run away , but there's never an escape putting on the coat of bitters and ugly truth pulling my sorrows up like fresh roots pulling the mask of being self great an illusion covering up my sad face I once believed in the idea of love imagined what it was like I'd have enough I'd rather sail familiar oceans in a artic depressive wave I'm comfortable lost at sea I'm the only one I can save swallowing distant water going under counting the bubbles roaring thunders little of me hardly remained all the more relatable is scarcely gained I double downed on what I thought I knew gave my all , my heart to a fool just another regrett floating to miseries inflated pool