in my life wrong or right it gets live in the night before the sunrise under City lights never know how I survive i can't wake im a awake start to shake im about to break held inside never cried hard i tried this pain to hide in a moment many passed Will I last I recast memories from the past standing still stuck in time popin pills in these rhymes is it real depression climbs it won't heal part of me are in these lines when i go you will know when i was in the low the day i die Hope it snows want to be the coldest ever lived talk about things I did Don't you cry I forbid in my life wrong or right it gets live in the night before the sunrise under City lights never know how I survive