Since you did what you did I have been sitting on my bed contemplating my life you might have held the knife but your intent was the same you wanted me gone because you thought the only way you could move on was if I was dead I wonder if you ever dread the moment was shared did you even care or was I just a way for you to get back at him your a weak woman you break people down for fun now your mind is on the run you pray to God but he don't answere you anymore your sins out weight your heart do you ever feel cold when you realize you almost killed a man but you fucked up when you decided to use me I told you not to fuck with me but your too stupid to realize what I meant now you got me wondering do you ever think about us I see you view my videos on tiktok but does that trigger any tears I wonder if your fears eat away at you at night you told me I was your light but now your light is covered with the blood of your sins I wonder are your torn to pieces or are you pretending everything is okay..............